by Sine Qua Non
All I want is to be wanted, desired uniquely for who I am not because I can merely fulfill carnal needs or serve as the filler, the rebound, the in-between.
How brazen of you to ask such things of me. How sad it is for us to have come to this.
Sadder, still, that I discover these truths everyday without ample pause for rest nor recovery. I am hurled into the mess of the dysfunction of desire. I tumble on painfully, trying hard to keep what’s left of me intact.
Where do this all lead to?