by Sine Qua Non

i’d like to believe that i am surrounded by all this energy of love. I would like to harness the amor, the romance, the silly giddiness, the desire, the longing, the wanting. i want to take it all and roll it up into a fat aphrodisiac i will smoke up until i shudder in delicious delight. it will n0t matter for now that the possibility of having a committed companion is indefinite. i will revel only in the fact that i am able to fall freely and give. i will savor the taste of lips in my mind, the exchange of splitscreen sweetness, the warm rush of blood to the cheeks. my body craves, the craving grows. when our bodies are ready to speak to each other, my body will sing. all this energy, all this desire, this river will rush to engulf you and me.